VANNESS

WOW~~today skip cls cause i wanna go to see vanness leh
my clsmate suan me say tat y he will come
seem like he wont be suddenly come here
but it is true VANNESS is appear in front of me
VANNESS will appear in a church because he is believer in JESUS^.^
FEEL GOOD he very near us and had sing 2 song
suvy say he 2moro will come again..
i hope to again tim... haha
have i nice day with my dear xuan n suvy^.^
MCD for dinner and yimian eat at the midnite =D

between tat..when they saying JESUS things
2 things i come out in my mind
1-i thk really need to give up about J
2-i still really miss my grandmom...although she ady pass 3 year ago
everything happen between the time it still inside my mind
it was really hard to forget n forgive it..
it was really big change between the time..
maybe i still blame them to make my life worst..
b4 everything is change i was in a too happiness & bigger family in a long time..
i need to handle it n overcome it
it cant be stay in my mind too long although the change i wont be forget
i need to forgive all of them
i need to....but i cant..
it was change...i cant be pretend nothing happen in the past

wat can i do?forget it...and STUDY HARD BABY!!!